Day by Day – November 2007

November 20
Went to the doctor today and again, I thank God for the doctor I have. What a gift. My appt. was at 2:40. I went in on time and got out at 4:30. What did we do? He asked me questions. He asked my husband questions. We talked and laughed and I walked away knowing I not only had a doctor, but a friend and that is so rare.

I have seen neurologists, rheumatologists, gynecologists, pediatricians, opthomalogists, general practitioners, ENT’s, etc., and none compare to him by far. I told him about some of the comments I read about doctors that PD’ers here have spoken of and their frustration regarding the lack of care and concern. All I can say is, I am blessed. Beyond measure. I went in today feeling anxious-feeling the disease has progressed. I walked away encouraged and cared for as a person and a patient.

Thank God for the little things that are really, quite big.

November 11
It is freezing cold today. I heard some people talking about living In the south yesterday and how they hated the humidity. On days like this, I think I’d trade. I don’t like the cold. On hot days I think itisn’t so bad – until it’s here!

Ever feel like you just want to hide and cry? I do today. Every one seems grumpy today and I begin to think it’s me making them grumpy but I just at and listened to the grumpy woes and afterwards, I just wanted to cry. I eyed the Excedrin Migraine tablet on the seat next to me and wondered if it was strong enough to take me to heaven. No such luck. Didn’t even make my head feel better.

I had two articles rejected today. It is a familiar feeling that goes through me when that happens… disappointment. But, I open my computer and write again.

My friend with kidney problems had her lungs fill with the peritineal fluid and she was in bad shape. They drained 2 liters from her lungs and she will have to switch to hemodialysis now.

Off to do something… so much to choose from: dishes, laundry, vacuum. The options are endless. I think I’ll write…

Sherri